Saturday, July 21, 2012
How You Can Be Beyond the Olympics!
So, by saying the back handspring was beyond the Olympics, I meant to insinuate also that it's about the dance element, like how pretty you move. People think it's all on how they jerk their muscles, ahaha!
Sending out Sparks
In how I said people like people when they conform to me, my last audition I made the people feel really good who I was working with. For some reason, everything just clicked. It's notorious that the Chinese find simple solutions by making everything seem basic, expected. However, it doesn't seem to be true. I was just thinking during my jog of seeing a gymnast or someone do a back handspring in a commercial, I think on YouTube or some site online. They were beyond the Olympics. They looked so happy and it was so calculated and spunky, also very flowing yet quick and constant movement. The back handspring itself was kinda floppy, honestly. I saw a car at one point, and I found that it was because they were racist and white. I've said before, it's a big thing when I was a kid that people were tested for if they really wanted to be European, and like no kid passed that test, nor the adults I presume. I did, though. Whatever "that test" was. So, these people just soak in all the racist smothering until they reach a level of happiness that should be unreachable, or something radical.
I do not approve of punishment.
I think if someone has a problem, it should be fixed.
Also, I sensed something poring in. I don't think people quite get one element of me. They think I'm just an old fart. They've tossed aside the idea that I enjoy being very proper, sometimes.
I think because of the "n" word thing, people are deducing my relationships in confounded ways.
I find that people conform to me and that people like them when they do that.
Also, I sensed something poring in. I don't think people quite get one element of me. They think I'm just an old fart. They've tossed aside the idea that I enjoy being very proper, sometimes.
I think because of the "n" word thing, people are deducing my relationships in confounded ways.
I find that people conform to me and that people like them when they do that.
Time Alone or With Your Family
It's not nice when someone just wants to bug you. It seems somehow they reach you and affect your life.
I really want this idea that it's okay to punish me and treat me differently ends. I've even got the drift that the people who I thought acted like they wanted me to call their daughter the "n" word in order to make it not seem scary and because words are just words ... are actually mad at me, when it's their fault. I never meant them any harm, and this is what I get. I get insulted for doing things by accident that aren't as mean as others but maybe suggestive.
It's just that I grew up being assured I was a good person. Then, people come up on me and are critical, as though I never inquired the idea.
Things are kinda cool. I try to take them positively, but it just seems like the punishment ideas keep coming, even if I want to block them out. It's not really funny. It's only because of the "n" word thing! I thought people got it wasn't my fault! It's not alright to lie and say it's cool to torture me. It's like they'll be hurt if they don't hurt me. I thought this was over.
I think the "n" word thing started that I ended up in the mental hospital, after it happened. Someone like cornered me and read into what I did. The next thing I knew, it seemed like everyone knew. Eventually, I got out. It seemed like everyone knew. I did go back, but even before I was having problems. My dad said if I go back one more time I'm moving out. It is very miserable there. It's almost not survivable, to sit in a room all day where there's not enough seating and with workers at a desk in the center constantly shifting through papers and closing binders. I was at a loss for sleep, at the time.
I really want this idea that it's okay to punish me and treat me differently ends. I've even got the drift that the people who I thought acted like they wanted me to call their daughter the "n" word in order to make it not seem scary and because words are just words ... are actually mad at me, when it's their fault. I never meant them any harm, and this is what I get. I get insulted for doing things by accident that aren't as mean as others but maybe suggestive.
It's just that I grew up being assured I was a good person. Then, people come up on me and are critical, as though I never inquired the idea.
Things are kinda cool. I try to take them positively, but it just seems like the punishment ideas keep coming, even if I want to block them out. It's not really funny. It's only because of the "n" word thing! I thought people got it wasn't my fault! It's not alright to lie and say it's cool to torture me. It's like they'll be hurt if they don't hurt me. I thought this was over.
I think the "n" word thing started that I ended up in the mental hospital, after it happened. Someone like cornered me and read into what I did. The next thing I knew, it seemed like everyone knew. Eventually, I got out. It seemed like everyone knew. I did go back, but even before I was having problems. My dad said if I go back one more time I'm moving out. It is very miserable there. It's almost not survivable, to sit in a room all day where there's not enough seating and with workers at a desk in the center constantly shifting through papers and closing binders. I was at a loss for sleep, at the time.
North and South Chinese, Technically
I don't believe South Chinese are delicate in the way more North Chinese are. Maybe, the Vietnamese are, in a way. They can be skinny. That doesn't make them fragile. The Chinese are very different from Europeans. My mom is different because she's Chinese-Indonesian. The Chinese were not settled by Europeans, but Indonesia was, by the Dutch. So, it must be a pretty interesting place, now. It seems more Dutch than Dutch. Whitney Houston was part Dutch, and she seemed more Dutch than Dutch. Wikipedia says in the Chinese-Indonesian entry that some of the Chinese-Indonesians are considered more Dutch than the Dutch. They took down where it said they were raided in their homes by Europeans and called as Chinese the most hated race. With all the respect mainland China garners, that says something bad for Europeans, who don't know war is never right, never right and never good.
Worried
So, you can get mad at your parents if something is lodged in your brain that you're mad about. I know just who to blame, teachers.
I know, I went to go say hi to my dad and was feeling saucy. I was just upset about someone. When I got to him, I just felt normal, though.
I also know for a fact that people are wrong to want Asians to wallow in self-pity. It's just wrong, end of discussion!
I know, I went to go say hi to my dad and was feeling saucy. I was just upset about someone. When I got to him, I just felt normal, though.
I also know for a fact that people are wrong to want Asians to wallow in self-pity. It's just wrong, end of discussion!
Black People Outside of My House
There was one going back and forth across the street, and it was late at night. He even made me stimulated in a certain area. It wasn't bad, basically, but it wasn't welcomed. Black people have this problem. Them and Spanish people boss people around. Also Middle Easterners don't understand white people's intelligence. Watch out, a lot of them look Caucasian.
So, today, there was a black male and female like pausing. The girl kept making me feel stimulated. They were treating me like I was a weak Chinese or something. I also at some point in my jog felt that black and white people were all that made the world go round, but white people alone sounds more intelligent because they don't whine about European things, which I enjoy. They have stopped the world from working right. We've had 9-11, Columbine, and The Dark Knight Rises shooting in Colorado 2 nights ago. So, the black male and female outside were like pacing around it seems, teasing me, spying me, as I had to go to my house eventually, as it was late.
So, today, there was a black male and female like pausing. The girl kept making me feel stimulated. They were treating me like I was a weak Chinese or something. I also at some point in my jog felt that black and white people were all that made the world go round, but white people alone sounds more intelligent because they don't whine about European things, which I enjoy. They have stopped the world from working right. We've had 9-11, Columbine, and The Dark Knight Rises shooting in Colorado 2 nights ago. So, the black male and female outside were like pacing around it seems, teasing me, spying me, as I had to go to my house eventually, as it was late.
People are SO nasty to Asians.
I hope Jews aren't jealous. I mean, people are aware of it, but they are aware of any culture.
People are actually pretty nice to Jews.
I think Hitler's goal was just to contain them, but, like with the death sentence, he murdered them as though they were wild people. I think it's because they lived with Europeans, and at the time Africans and Middle Easterners didn't, as much. For worrying about talking in French, people sure have immersed their beings into sorta bossing people around racially.
Obsessed With Feeding Me
In 2 ways, there may not be any meaning behind it, being angry at me being fed, but it seems everyone always wants to pretend I'm in trouble for actually 1 thing I did that was actually in fact even a misunderstanding.
"The Dark Knight Rises"
So, the movie was good. I went in knowing the plot structure. It was good acting and graphics. I did really like Anne Hathaway a lot and Marion Cotillard, who is French but looks kind of Middle Eastern at least in one of her movies. They've both worked with Tim Burton.
I liked the flow of the story and the kind of excitement yet calmness about it. The boys were pretty neat, too.
I closed my eyes and knew the voice of one of the older adults when they spoke. It was interesting. I didn't know him before, but I might have seen him in another movie and just don't know.
I liked the movie itself, a lot. I paid attention as much as I could fathom. I didn't really get all the details put together like a story. I just guess I have to get used to watching movies. I've been staying on my room posting on the internet, including about The Dark Knight, but I've started to come out to eat with my family and watch movies. I've gotten to where I can easily stand and enjoy sitting through any movie at the movie theater, where it's exciting and big somehow. Like I added as a tip, I reread something, like an article, and eventually I understand it if it's difficult.
I liked the flow of the story and the kind of excitement yet calmness about it. The boys were pretty neat, too.
I closed my eyes and knew the voice of one of the older adults when they spoke. It was interesting. I didn't know him before, but I might have seen him in another movie and just don't know.
I liked the movie itself, a lot. I paid attention as much as I could fathom. I didn't really get all the details put together like a story. I just guess I have to get used to watching movies. I've been staying on my room posting on the internet, including about The Dark Knight, but I've started to come out to eat with my family and watch movies. I've gotten to where I can easily stand and enjoy sitting through any movie at the movie theater, where it's exciting and big somehow. Like I added as a tip, I reread something, like an article, and eventually I understand it if it's difficult.
A Story at the Movies
I saw The Dark Knight Rises, today. I sat in front and center, while my dad and brother were back in the audience. Someone sat 2 seats away from me, and, as always, people detested this person. At least, it wasn't a boy jiggling in the seats and loudly putting their drink down every 10 seconds or so. Still, they moved a lot for a person at the movies, like reacting to something at a certain time like they're giving some message of something "mean you deserve." It's 2 hours and 44 minutes long. I had to close my eyes, tired from looking up, but when I awoke I was awake more and could just look straight and see for some reason. I'm not sure who was sitting by me, but they were obese and short. There were people next to them. A guy crossed in front of me with some food and seemed sympathetic toward me. He was on the other side with some other people. No one was on my other side. I kinda looked more to that way.
The Right Thing or Overboard
They might be nice to you, but others are forever onto you about them, in a bad way. You just catch the strength of the twist in their messages, somehow.
Joking
Have you ever seen someone get sarcastic, like they used to do something and then they made you feel bad and act sarcastic about it. Like, they might do it in a taunting way, now, or ban together as a family to some extent in that. Like, they'll be kinda spunky and menacing. Like, that thing could be something they used to do to make you feel important or maybe as a joke or something?
Something There That Wasn't There Before
Perhaps, there's something there for someone as compensation for caring about fundamental things of others, though that may be their kids. People should have their kids as a priority. I mean, though, like they bring you into their situation and have something as bait, while they affect your life in some way or restrain it, somehow, for a long time.
Flip Side :|
So, they care enough to prevent something happening to their own kid, like feeling bad about something even if they did something wrong and someone else didn't or maybe realize really no one has to be seen as doing anything wrong, but they don't care about others, who they affect.
Reputation ... Handling Everything Socially
Some people do everything for someone else, like their own kid, but manage to inform you they won't do a thing for your needs as a person socially as though you're from an older obviously staler generation. You know, it just gets a rise out of you, when it's something you like a lot. Also, people old enough to be your parents would like an older generation, obviously, because they would have them as people they look up to, somehow. Perhaps, they cling to the parental generation of their own more.
What I mean to say is, they could lure you into thinking they want to be more upfront and then finding some way to swindle you of your reputation. Like, they'll say they didn't insinuate that or act like you did something wrong when you didn't know, something so important.
What I mean to say is, they could lure you into thinking they want to be more upfront and then finding some way to swindle you of your reputation. Like, they'll say they didn't insinuate that or act like you did something wrong when you didn't know, something so important.
Sarcasm
Some people find ways to be sarcastic about something they haven't really gone into much. Like, you don't get why they're attracted to dark hair. Maybe, they find it can be attractive and then get jealous and as though they have to listen to what other people say in how they aim for their hair to look. I mean, they could go out in the sun and it might get lighter. Mine's getting lighter a lot from lying in the tub and I use Sheer Blonde for the lightest shades and Radiant Red.
Confused
Obviously, some people get confused as to if it's their kids or their partner who deserves certain things.
Choices
With some people, it's obvious they've gained unneeded attention for things they've done wrong, like acting like they were in the right and someone else was in the wrong but acting all confused about it like it isn't right. Maybe, it's the other person, who is probably younger, who was also confused.
Some people just end up getting certain attention and forget about more intellectual things, though. Like, they look at everything like it's like a bunch of purple flowers.
Some people just end up getting certain attention and forget about more intellectual things, though. Like, they look at everything like it's like a bunch of purple flowers.
Expressing Feelings Just to Affect Others
It seems people who caused things don't get in trouble, but, rather, the good guys do for playing along, like for a relationship or something they want you to do. People don't seem to listen, though, for what's what, and it endangers the lives of others. They want to get every nook and cranny, but something is definitely wrong.
Anyway, some people feel what they feel, but they think about it and then feel something else. They say they're okay, but then you find, unprepared, at least for others, it is an issue. They try to make it seem as nostalgic and hard to bear, as possible. You find, for some reason, that person is going along upset, supposedly, not caring about other people, just acting like it's all about them or them and maybe their kids or something like that, in some way that affects your life. Like, they'll want to be friends and then confuse you just to throw something back at you that's not right and act like you did something wrong and get everyone to do and think the same thing. Like, they'll say it's for their technical family, even if they're in a relationship not married. They'll get mad at obscure things you do, and they'll act like it was "for their family!"
Anyway, some people feel what they feel, but they think about it and then feel something else. They say they're okay, but then you find, unprepared, at least for others, it is an issue. They try to make it seem as nostalgic and hard to bear, as possible. You find, for some reason, that person is going along upset, supposedly, not caring about other people, just acting like it's all about them or them and maybe their kids or something like that, in some way that affects your life. Like, they'll want to be friends and then confuse you just to throw something back at you that's not right and act like you did something wrong and get everyone to do and think the same thing. Like, they'll say it's for their technical family, even if they're in a relationship not married. They'll get mad at obscure things you do, and they'll act like it was "for their family!"
Chasing After Your Kids Like Lovers Do
Did you notice people give special priority to their kids? Like, if they do something they're not supposed to do, they care because they're their kids, whereas they do get on with others yet don't really care about anything with them, like that? Say, their kids don't deserve it. They figure they're their parents and that they deserve whatever help they can give them, as anyone does deserve help to do the right thing if they're confused. Like, if I'm rebellious to my parents in attitude, they don't respond to me well. I'm not, really. I just like to play around, and it doesn't bother me. They don't try to praise me for all the right things that I do, at that time and not for awhile, directly.
Some parents as people don't like to be critical. They just want to be mushy and bright. I don't want to listen to them. People just aren't nice to me when I'm social. I'm usually better off than they are, though, because I have a brain now. People like to do that to stimulate others and bother them using it as a reason to insult them for something totally different. It's even things that aren't true. People need to stop telling people to act this and that way and making up things. They act like they're more important than they are, unless you think everyone is a nonjudgmental level of importance. Like, they think it's okay to ruin others. They think that because they're important. They don't care if someone's mean to you. They just always think what they can think. They look for things that happen that can be picked on, only to find that they themselves must live that way.
I think it's a sin for adults to be weak to their "youngsters." They think they can't control their thoughts of what happened, but they do make the world right for their own kids when they have them. They beg attention and such from the world and then say you did something wrong or just dump your dedicated time involuntarily.
Kids like to defend the quirks of their own parents toward others. They like to blame things on others that happen for actual reasons, and they just do it that way, like they're so affected. They chose to be. I used to be affected, but I wasn't mean back, ever. That's why I don't get into so much fights myself.
If you're tired, people will take that as a sign you're doing something wrong, as well, or if you like "skipped your coffee," even.
Adults refusing to handle things you do, as though they're "not old enough to be your parents" and like because they don't want you to seem as cool, like you're from an older generation's dishing of parenthood, just to be annoying though, thinking that only their generation deserves to exist and "stealing" emotions for others for their own brood. They entice you to them and then do everything wrong and act like you were the one who came up to them, in the first place, when that's simply not true. If it were true, then they wouldn't have gotten in a bad mood. It's like all planned.
Even if you're in a good mood, just with some problems like being slightly tired, people will go in and criticize you.
So, I've figured younger baby boomers don't know how to "bump it." They're really just along a charming melody of sweets and flowers. They have another side. They just don't believe it's there, but it is. They're not using it to their advantage, but they are, in another way. Supposedly, compared to today, they're a part of something real and learned to eat healthily rather than a bunch of artificial snacks to keep them going like it seems younger people do. They tend to be skinnier or bonier.
Some people are racist, but usually those people have racial problems themselves, if not in all cases, essentially. That's not even supposed to be brought up. Sure, you can twist it. It's true, though, it's about effort and not how society treats you because everyone knows, fundamentally, society isn't right. I've been arguing this in my head, since last night. I've not been not trying to look like a real person. Society is just hard in America, and I'm not all American. I'm sure white people could succeed in it. They still carry their heritage form Europe to the day. I carry my non-American heritage, which is like European, too. My mom is fresh from out-of-the-country, so I'm of that generation in the non-American "real" world. I've had to deal with it, but I've not totally succumbed to it, you might say. All the other people with like a non-American mom, I can relate, look plastered as like "nothing" to something real. Like, their American side seems like something invisible, like, something that's not physically strong and intact. It's like it's plastered onto something that is the opposite, that is very real and reactive, large, complex. They act like it's this big hard mass of something. They act like in most ways it's better than their American side, which is the opposite in the gig. They don't act American at all, thinking and having more power from their other side. I'm the opposite. I've come to terms with the strengths and ways of fitting in with both sides. There are a lot of strengths to being American. You're funky and quirky. You have a sense of humor that is unbelievable. You have a special culture that's rapid-paced and modern. Learn to couple that with the amazing presence of the "real world," or something from a country other than the Americas and Canada, and you have something going. You basically have the strengths of both equally. If you fully succumb as person, as anyone can, to both sides, you will be a happy happy person. There are, now that I think of it, people who are not like this, special people. I mean, like, I'm thinking of famous people. I was thinking of less famous people in my writing prior. What I've experienced in very well-liked people, like who are famous, is they experience different feelings than others. The boys, in general, are attached to the moms. The girls are treated like they're weaklings but have a lot of feelings. I dunno, I mean not fragile, in a way, outfront. It definitely seems to be a treasure like that. I speak from my own experience. What I meant by weak in this case was literally succumbing to, like, the power of others, like it was a pleasure, like relaxing and feeling something stimulating. I tried to avoid it, myself, and assume others did, as well, but that's what's dished out to us, by the world and therefore by our parents.
People show off the fact that they're not getting something that you in some way deserved, but something happened to you that wasn't really your fault and they still want to make you feel guilty for it. I'm pretty sure the Catholic church and every other religion other than magic are against it.
Some parents as people don't like to be critical. They just want to be mushy and bright. I don't want to listen to them. People just aren't nice to me when I'm social. I'm usually better off than they are, though, because I have a brain now. People like to do that to stimulate others and bother them using it as a reason to insult them for something totally different. It's even things that aren't true. People need to stop telling people to act this and that way and making up things. They act like they're more important than they are, unless you think everyone is a nonjudgmental level of importance. Like, they think it's okay to ruin others. They think that because they're important. They don't care if someone's mean to you. They just always think what they can think. They look for things that happen that can be picked on, only to find that they themselves must live that way.
I think it's a sin for adults to be weak to their "youngsters." They think they can't control their thoughts of what happened, but they do make the world right for their own kids when they have them. They beg attention and such from the world and then say you did something wrong or just dump your dedicated time involuntarily.
Kids like to defend the quirks of their own parents toward others. They like to blame things on others that happen for actual reasons, and they just do it that way, like they're so affected. They chose to be. I used to be affected, but I wasn't mean back, ever. That's why I don't get into so much fights myself.
If you're tired, people will take that as a sign you're doing something wrong, as well, or if you like "skipped your coffee," even.
Adults refusing to handle things you do, as though they're "not old enough to be your parents" and like because they don't want you to seem as cool, like you're from an older generation's dishing of parenthood, just to be annoying though, thinking that only their generation deserves to exist and "stealing" emotions for others for their own brood. They entice you to them and then do everything wrong and act like you were the one who came up to them, in the first place, when that's simply not true. If it were true, then they wouldn't have gotten in a bad mood. It's like all planned.
Even if you're in a good mood, just with some problems like being slightly tired, people will go in and criticize you.
So, I've figured younger baby boomers don't know how to "bump it." They're really just along a charming melody of sweets and flowers. They have another side. They just don't believe it's there, but it is. They're not using it to their advantage, but they are, in another way. Supposedly, compared to today, they're a part of something real and learned to eat healthily rather than a bunch of artificial snacks to keep them going like it seems younger people do. They tend to be skinnier or bonier.
Some people are racist, but usually those people have racial problems themselves, if not in all cases, essentially. That's not even supposed to be brought up. Sure, you can twist it. It's true, though, it's about effort and not how society treats you because everyone knows, fundamentally, society isn't right. I've been arguing this in my head, since last night. I've not been not trying to look like a real person. Society is just hard in America, and I'm not all American. I'm sure white people could succeed in it. They still carry their heritage form Europe to the day. I carry my non-American heritage, which is like European, too. My mom is fresh from out-of-the-country, so I'm of that generation in the non-American "real" world. I've had to deal with it, but I've not totally succumbed to it, you might say. All the other people with like a non-American mom, I can relate, look plastered as like "nothing" to something real. Like, their American side seems like something invisible, like, something that's not physically strong and intact. It's like it's plastered onto something that is the opposite, that is very real and reactive, large, complex. They act like it's this big hard mass of something. They act like in most ways it's better than their American side, which is the opposite in the gig. They don't act American at all, thinking and having more power from their other side. I'm the opposite. I've come to terms with the strengths and ways of fitting in with both sides. There are a lot of strengths to being American. You're funky and quirky. You have a sense of humor that is unbelievable. You have a special culture that's rapid-paced and modern. Learn to couple that with the amazing presence of the "real world," or something from a country other than the Americas and Canada, and you have something going. You basically have the strengths of both equally. If you fully succumb as person, as anyone can, to both sides, you will be a happy happy person. There are, now that I think of it, people who are not like this, special people. I mean, like, I'm thinking of famous people. I was thinking of less famous people in my writing prior. What I've experienced in very well-liked people, like who are famous, is they experience different feelings than others. The boys, in general, are attached to the moms. The girls are treated like they're weaklings but have a lot of feelings. I dunno, I mean not fragile, in a way, outfront. It definitely seems to be a treasure like that. I speak from my own experience. What I meant by weak in this case was literally succumbing to, like, the power of others, like it was a pleasure, like relaxing and feeling something stimulating. I tried to avoid it, myself, and assume others did, as well, but that's what's dished out to us, by the world and therefore by our parents.
People show off the fact that they're not getting something that you in some way deserved, but something happened to you that wasn't really your fault and they still want to make you feel guilty for it. I'm pretty sure the Catholic church and every other religion other than magic are against it.
Ballet, Drama, or Swim
I'm having a hard time deciding what I should have done. In drama, it was even strange if you sang. College drama is very different, as well. Where I'm from, it was more popular to work backstage. Non-drama majors were the actors, often. As for working out, swim must be fun, but I think I'd rather just go to the gym and swim on my own accord. I want to be a film actor, so maybe drama was a good route. I know, instead of piano, I could have done drama. I feel like a more interesting person to have done different things growing up and then came to realize my joy for drama. I'm 26, now, though. I'm guessing the community college is serving as a haven for recent high school graduates. I'm working out a lot and trying to get back on my diet. I'm hoping that will get me to be a film actor. I'm sad I didn't take the Miami offer to model, but I was still catching up on sleep. It's too bad because I was 22. So, that was 2008. That's 4 years ago. That would have helped me out. I guess, now, I more want to be just a film actor. I got the Miami offer on MySpace. It's sad to think I'm too old to be a model. They would have helped me move up to become an actor, they said. I was even asked about music, if I knew anyone, but I wasn't ready, myself. A big producer in the area asked me. He was African-American. I also lost contact with a boy who I felt I got on well with, but he never asked me back like other people did when I changed my MySpace and I lost the link to his MySpace. I did ballet kind of just in case but was doing other things on the side. I ended up being told not to take voice in college because I was too shy but still encouraged in ballet. Now, I'm out of ballet, partly because it doesn't serve me well at 26. I still like singing, but I'm not as serious as a pro, I have to admit. I could be, but I've been having rough times. It's hard to tell what's kept me up all night. It's basically a time issue, with the singing. I have time. I guess the thing is I have to focus on certain things. I'm getting thinner, but I don't really look like a model. That's what makes me interesting, though. I have gotten taller, though. I need to lose my double chin and the fat around my stomach and thighs and all over at least some. I pretty much benefited from all my different experiences and managed to also lead a well-balanced life, though I could have done more and not worried about things. In a way, I wish I didn't do any activities, except maybe drama. It's a social activity for high schoolers and even grade schoolers. I did have fun singing in choir. It seems to have lost its luster. Ever since I went to college, things from before didn't seem as serious, though they were deterrents in my life. Ballet is healthy, but sometimes it seems like too much. I did feel better in the adult class but ended up going back with some girls a bit younger. The girls my age left this school. This school had special community activities and seemed like a place where you live to enjoy dance and were rigid but not like a factory. I always felt special to do ballet, but I suppose I should not have. Here's what I wish my schedule was:
High School
APG = Advanced Placement|Gifted
G = Gifted
H = Honors
T = Talented
Freshman
1 - English II - APG
2 - Geometry - G
3 - Biology I - H
4 - World Geography
5 - PE I
6 - Freshman Orientation | Civics
7 - Talented Theater I
Sophomore
1 - English III - APG
2 - Algebra II - G
3 - Biology II
4 - PE I | Health
5 - Free Enterprise |
6 - Talented Theater II
7 -
Junior
1 - English IV - APG
2 - American History - H
3 - Talented Theater III
Senior
1 - Talented Theater IV
College
Freshman
1 - Honors 1st Year Seminar - 3
2 - Honors Interdisciplinary Humanities Seminar - 3
3 - Honors Creative Arts and Cultures - 3
4 - Acting I - 3
5 - Theater History - 3
6 - Play Production - 1
16
1 - Honors English/Literature - 3
2 - Honors History - 3
3 - Honors Philosophy - 3
4 - Dramatic Imagin - 3
5 - Move Theater Workshop - 3
6 - Play Production - 1
16
Sophomore
1 - Honors Religious Studies - 3
2 - Honors Social Science, including Economics - 3
3 - Honors Mathematics OR MATH A257 - 3
4 - Stagecraft I - 3
5 - Directing - 3
6 - Play Production - 1
16
1 - Honors Natural ScienceOR an NSCI 100+ - 3
2 - Stagecraft II - 3
3 - Vocal Theater Workshop - 3
4 - Theater Arts Elective Sequence I - 3
5 - Theater Arts Elective Sequence I - 3
6 - Play Production - 1
16
Junior
1 - Theater Arts Elective Sequence II - 3
2 - Theater Arts Elective Sequence II - 3
3 - Foreign Language - 3
4 - World Theater 1 - 3
5 - Fine Arts - 3
15
1 - World Theater 2 - 3
2 - Shakespeare - 3
3 - Drama Literature - 3
9
I need 22 credit hours of electives, so I would do the film minor.
1 - How to Read a Film - 3
2 - Studies in American Cinema - 3
3 - Creative Non-Fiction Workshop - 3
4 - Film and the Art of Literary Adaptation - 3
5 - Studies in European Cinema - 3
6 - Screen Power - 3
7 - Ireland Abroad Program - 3 (Summer?)
8 - Special Project - ?
22+
____
110+
I might do this:
http://www.seminolestate.edu/arts/theatre/the-atre.php
Hover the mouse at the bottom center and go to page 318 and look at the bottom left:
http://www.catalog.sdes.ucf.edu/UCFUGRDCatalog1213.pdf
I guess this would get me going. I might just do the 1st college, though, just get an AA.
High School
APG = Advanced Placement|Gifted
G = Gifted
H = Honors
T = Talented
Freshman
1 - English II - APG
2 - Geometry - G
3 - Biology I - H
4 - World Geography
5 - PE I
6 - Freshman Orientation | Civics
7 - Talented Theater I
Sophomore
1 - English III - APG
2 - Algebra II - G
3 - Biology II
4 - PE I | Health
5 - Free Enterprise |
6 - Talented Theater II
7 -
Junior
1 - English IV - APG
2 - American History - H
3 - Talented Theater III
Senior
1 - Talented Theater IV
College
Freshman
1 - Honors 1st Year Seminar - 3
2 - Honors Interdisciplinary Humanities Seminar - 3
3 - Honors Creative Arts and Cultures - 3
4 - Acting I - 3
5 - Theater History - 3
6 - Play Production - 1
16
1 - Honors English/Literature - 3
2 - Honors History - 3
3 - Honors Philosophy - 3
4 - Dramatic Imagin - 3
5 - Move Theater Workshop - 3
6 - Play Production - 1
16
Sophomore
1 - Honors Religious Studies - 3
2 - Honors Social Science, including Economics - 3
3 - Honors Mathematics OR MATH A257 - 3
4 - Stagecraft I - 3
5 - Directing - 3
6 - Play Production - 1
16
1 - Honors Natural ScienceOR an NSCI 100+ - 3
2 - Stagecraft II - 3
3 - Vocal Theater Workshop - 3
4 - Theater Arts Elective Sequence I - 3
5 - Theater Arts Elective Sequence I - 3
6 - Play Production - 1
16
Junior
1 - Theater Arts Elective Sequence II - 3
2 - Theater Arts Elective Sequence II - 3
3 - Foreign Language - 3
4 - World Theater 1 - 3
5 - Fine Arts - 3
15
1 - World Theater 2 - 3
2 - Shakespeare - 3
3 - Drama Literature - 3
9
I need 22 credit hours of electives, so I would do the film minor.
1 - How to Read a Film - 3
2 - Studies in American Cinema - 3
3 - Creative Non-Fiction Workshop - 3
4 - Film and the Art of Literary Adaptation - 3
5 - Studies in European Cinema - 3
6 - Screen Power - 3
7 - Ireland Abroad Program - 3 (Summer?)
8 - Special Project - ?
22+
____
110+
I might do this:
http://www.seminolestate.edu/arts/theatre/the-atre.php
Hover the mouse at the bottom center and go to page 318 and look at the bottom left:
http://www.catalog.sdes.ucf.edu/UCFUGRDCatalog1213.pdf
I guess this would get me going. I might just do the 1st college, though, just get an AA.
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What do you think of people
who say to drop everything and go hippy?
Like, maybe they think you should spend less time working but not in order to exercise more nor catch up on rest. It might get you into trouble for not being able to work properly or something. I had that feeling. I still tried to work, just ran into trouble. For me, it was more of a fanciful flight or flight of fantasy. I fasted and ate healthy. Following that time, I ate a lot of healthy food. I ended up getting off my diet when I was up north when there was a hurricane at my real college. They didn't let me continue singing, anyway, which leads me to wonder if I shouldn't go back. They said I was too shy. I still like singing. My goal is to become a movie actor. I think movie actors should be able to dance and sing, but I get more of a workout at the gym. I need to practice monologues, too. I dunno, though, movie acting is different. I want to be a big star and so have to take care of myself. Singing was a way to express my personality, and it's given me a stronger voice, though I feel as though I've always shied myself away from singing with direction in order to be my own will. I guess I'm still toying with wanting to be a movie actor and not singing as much as a pro. However, pro singers can always be in musicals if they can re-register from their operatic voices. Some musicals even require dancing. It seems as though I'd do well in musical theater, but I like ballet a lot. I like musicals and opera about the same now. At first, coming home from college, I was thinking I'd learn opera or classical singing. After a few years, I went on to do musical theater, and it's definitely helped. I don't know about going into it totally. I was singing today but didn't record anything. I guess I want to go to bed soon.
Like, maybe they think you should spend less time working but not in order to exercise more nor catch up on rest. It might get you into trouble for not being able to work properly or something. I had that feeling. I still tried to work, just ran into trouble. For me, it was more of a fanciful flight or flight of fantasy. I fasted and ate healthy. Following that time, I ate a lot of healthy food. I ended up getting off my diet when I was up north when there was a hurricane at my real college. They didn't let me continue singing, anyway, which leads me to wonder if I shouldn't go back. They said I was too shy. I still like singing. My goal is to become a movie actor. I think movie actors should be able to dance and sing, but I get more of a workout at the gym. I need to practice monologues, too. I dunno, though, movie acting is different. I want to be a big star and so have to take care of myself. Singing was a way to express my personality, and it's given me a stronger voice, though I feel as though I've always shied myself away from singing with direction in order to be my own will. I guess I'm still toying with wanting to be a movie actor and not singing as much as a pro. However, pro singers can always be in musicals if they can re-register from their operatic voices. Some musicals even require dancing. It seems as though I'd do well in musical theater, but I like ballet a lot. I like musicals and opera about the same now. At first, coming home from college, I was thinking I'd learn opera or classical singing. After a few years, I went on to do musical theater, and it's definitely helped. I don't know about going into it totally. I was singing today but didn't record anything. I guess I want to go to bed soon.
Picking on Others's Thoughts
It seems like a favor, but sometimes it's even invading. Maybe, something caused me to get mad. I have ups and downs, as I move up the rungs.
Not Letting Others Do Things You Do
Some people think it's dangerous to get too close. It's natural. Things aren't too much of a shock of an encounter. It's just a different culture. I guess different people come from different places, but I dunno really.
You know, you have to look out for what you do. If you want to not get made fun of for holding certain things near and dear, you have to pretty much be flawless and already know what you've been doing. You can't say someone made you do something when they didn't and you just became jealous and reacted. You'd be surprised how much some things work out. Some things are very nostalgic. Like, you'll realize things are really perfect and just for you!
You know, you have to look out for what you do. If you want to not get made fun of for holding certain things near and dear, you have to pretty much be flawless and already know what you've been doing. You can't say someone made you do something when they didn't and you just became jealous and reacted. You'd be surprised how much some things work out. Some things are very nostalgic. Like, you'll realize things are really perfect and just for you!
Did you ever consider
just taking the strengths and bending them to your liking, taking the attractive parts of some conspiracy? You might think some one thing comes in a package deal! It doesn't. You can always take what it is that attracts you and make it work out. Otherwise, you'd be interpreting it as something totally different. You should interpret what you like and find some way to make things make sense.
"Another day is dawning..."
Don't you think it's time we got everything down, in hopes we may live forever in a dream land, as opposed to saying we should freeze time and leave everything we didn't do available for a younger generation?
It might not matter that much. It depends on what you're talking about. If you mean it's something you do that's not the definition of your entire being, it's okay. If you mean just your mindset, I mean, just because someone else didn't live life like you want, it doesn't mean that other people have to not do it on purpose when they could improve their lives in doing so. Also, there's no twisting around the truth and making it so it doesn't actually work out, in some way.
It might not matter that much. It depends on what you're talking about. If you mean it's something you do that's not the definition of your entire being, it's okay. If you mean just your mindset, I mean, just because someone else didn't live life like you want, it doesn't mean that other people have to not do it on purpose when they could improve their lives in doing so. Also, there's no twisting around the truth and making it so it doesn't actually work out, in some way.
"The Dark Knight Rises"
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_dark_knight_rises#Plot
As Batman has disappeared from Gotham City, so too has Bruce Wayne, locking himself inside Wayne Manor. Wayne Enterprises is crumbling after he invested in a clean energy project designed to harness fusion power, but shut the project down after learning that the core could be modified to become a nuclear weapon. Bruce suspects that his business rival, John Daggett, has employed Bane to aid in an aggressive take-over of the company, and he entrusts businesswoman Miranda Tate to try keep full control out of Daggett's hands. When he attempts to intervene in an attack on the city's stock exchange, Bruce comes into conflict with Alfred Pennyworth over his plans to return to the streets of the city as Batman. Alfred finally admits that Rachel Dawes chose to marry Dent, and leaves Bruce's service in an attempt to convince him that he can no longer be Batman.
Following a trail left by cat burglar Selina Kyle, Batman confronts Bane, who says that he assumed the leadership of the League of Shadows following the death of Ra's al Ghul. Bane kills Daggett and reveals that he was using Daggett's construction firms to stage a heist on Wayne Enterprises' Applied Science Division. He steals Bruce's arsenal before crippling Batman and detaining him in a prison from which escape is virtually impossible. The other inmates relate the story of the only person to ever successfully escape from the prison, a child driven by necessity and the sheer force of will.
Bane lures the Gotham police department underground and sets off a chain of explosions across the city, trapping the officers underground and turning Gotham City into an isolated city-state. Any attempt to leave the city will result in the detonation of the Wayne Enterprises fusion core, which has been converted into a bomb. Addressing the citizens, Bane reveals the cover-up of Dent's death, and releases the prisoners locked up under the Dent Act. The rich and powerful are dragged from their homes and put before a show trial presided over by Jonathan Crane, where they are given the choice between death or exile, and the city further regresses into a state of anarchy. After an attempt to sneak Special Forces soldiers into the city disguised as aid workers ends with the soldiers hung from a bridge for the world to see, the government blockades Gotham.
Meanwhile, Bruce retrains himself to be Batman and successfully escapes Bane's prison to return to Gotham. He enlists Selina, Blake, and Lucius Fox's help in liberating the people of the city and stopping the fusion bomb. Batman confronts Bane, but Miranda Tate intervenes as she reveals herself to be Talia al Ghul. It was she, not Bane, who escaped the prison as a child, and Bane was permanently scarred as he tried to help her. Gordon successfully cuts off the bomb's ability to be remotely detonated and Selina kills Bane, allowing Batman to chase Talia. He tries to force her to take the bomb to the fusion chamber, where it can be stabilized, but she remotely floods the chamber. Batman shoots her truck off the road and she dies in the resulting crash, confident that the bomb cannot be stopped. Using a helicopter developed by Fox, Batman hauls the bomb beyond the city limits, where it detonates over the ocean.
In the aftermath of the explosion, the world believes Batman to be dead and Bruce to have been one of the casualties of the riot. As his estate is divided up, Alfred witnesses Bruce and Selina together alive in a cafe in Italy, while Blake inherits the Batcave.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_dark_knight_rises#Cast
Plot
Eight years after the events of The Dark Knight, Gotham City is in a state of peace. Under powers granted by the Dent Act, Commissioner Jim Gordon has nearly eradicated violent and organized crime. However, he still feels guilty about the cover-up of Harvey Dent's crimes. At a function celebrating Dent, he plans to admit to the conspiracy, but decides that the city is not ready to hear the truth. While following a lead in the abduction of a congressman from the function, Gordon's speech falls into the hands of terrorist leader Bane. Gordon is shot in the process, and he promotes patrol officer John Blake to detective, allowing Blake to report directly to him.
As Batman has disappeared from Gotham City, so too has Bruce Wayne, locking himself inside Wayne Manor. Wayne Enterprises is crumbling after he invested in a clean energy project designed to harness fusion power, but shut the project down after learning that the core could be modified to become a nuclear weapon. Bruce suspects that his business rival, John Daggett, has employed Bane to aid in an aggressive take-over of the company, and he entrusts businesswoman Miranda Tate to try keep full control out of Daggett's hands. When he attempts to intervene in an attack on the city's stock exchange, Bruce comes into conflict with Alfred Pennyworth over his plans to return to the streets of the city as Batman. Alfred finally admits that Rachel Dawes chose to marry Dent, and leaves Bruce's service in an attempt to convince him that he can no longer be Batman.
Following a trail left by cat burglar Selina Kyle, Batman confronts Bane, who says that he assumed the leadership of the League of Shadows following the death of Ra's al Ghul. Bane kills Daggett and reveals that he was using Daggett's construction firms to stage a heist on Wayne Enterprises' Applied Science Division. He steals Bruce's arsenal before crippling Batman and detaining him in a prison from which escape is virtually impossible. The other inmates relate the story of the only person to ever successfully escape from the prison, a child driven by necessity and the sheer force of will.
Bane lures the Gotham police department underground and sets off a chain of explosions across the city, trapping the officers underground and turning Gotham City into an isolated city-state. Any attempt to leave the city will result in the detonation of the Wayne Enterprises fusion core, which has been converted into a bomb. Addressing the citizens, Bane reveals the cover-up of Dent's death, and releases the prisoners locked up under the Dent Act. The rich and powerful are dragged from their homes and put before a show trial presided over by Jonathan Crane, where they are given the choice between death or exile, and the city further regresses into a state of anarchy. After an attempt to sneak Special Forces soldiers into the city disguised as aid workers ends with the soldiers hung from a bridge for the world to see, the government blockades Gotham.
Meanwhile, Bruce retrains himself to be Batman and successfully escapes Bane's prison to return to Gotham. He enlists Selina, Blake, and Lucius Fox's help in liberating the people of the city and stopping the fusion bomb. Batman confronts Bane, but Miranda Tate intervenes as she reveals herself to be Talia al Ghul. It was she, not Bane, who escaped the prison as a child, and Bane was permanently scarred as he tried to help her. Gordon successfully cuts off the bomb's ability to be remotely detonated and Selina kills Bane, allowing Batman to chase Talia. He tries to force her to take the bomb to the fusion chamber, where it can be stabilized, but she remotely floods the chamber. Batman shoots her truck off the road and she dies in the resulting crash, confident that the bomb cannot be stopped. Using a helicopter developed by Fox, Batman hauls the bomb beyond the city limits, where it detonates over the ocean.
In the aftermath of the explosion, the world believes Batman to be dead and Bruce to have been one of the casualties of the riot. As his estate is divided up, Alfred witnesses Bruce and Selina together alive in a cafe in Italy, while Blake inherits the Batcave.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_dark_knight_rises#Cast
Cast
- A billionaire socialite dedicated to protecting Gotham City from the criminal underworld. Nolan has stated that, due to the eight-year gap between the events of The Dark Knight and those of The Dark Knight Rises, "he's an older Bruce Wayne; he's not in a great state."[12] Bale employed a mixed martial arts discipline called the Keysi Fighting Method, but due to Bruce's current state and Bane's style, the method had to be modified.[13] Bale has stated that The Dark Knight Rises will be the final film in which he plays Batman,[14] and describes the character's arc as finally confronting the pain of loss that he has deferred for years by fighting criminals balanced against the need to internalise that pain lest he give into his emotions and become the killer the city already believes him to be.[15]
- A terrorist leader intent on destroying Gotham City. He was originally a member of the League of Shadows, before being excommunicated. The character was chosen by Christopher Nolan because of his desire to see Batman tested on both a physical and mental level.[12] Bane has been described as "a terrorist in both thought and action"[12] and is "florid in his speech, [with] the physicality of a gorilla".[13] Hardy stated that he intended to portray the character as "more menacing" than Robert Swenson's version of the character in Joel Schumacher's Batman & Robin and that in order to do so, his portrayal entailed creating a contradiction between the voice and the body. Hardy gained 30 pounds (14 kg) for the role,[17] increasing his weight to 198 pounds (90 kg).[17] Hardy based the character's voice on that of Bartley Gorman.[18]
- Selina Kyle is a cat burglar described as "an associate" of Bane[20] who establishes a relationship with Batman that "takes some of the somberness away from his character."[13] Kyle is pursuing a "clean slate", a computer program rumoured to be able to erase a person's criminal history when she crosses paths with Bruce Wayne. Hathaway auditioned not knowing what role she was being considered for, admitting that she had one character in mind, but only learned that the role was Selina Kyle after talking with Christopher Nolan for an hour.[21] Hathaway described the role as being the most physically-demanding she had ever played, and confessed that while she thought of herself as being fit she had to redouble her efforts in the gym to keep up with the demands of the role.[22][23] Hathaway trained extensively in martial arts for the role, and looked to Hedy Lamarr — who was the inspiration for the Catwoman character — in developing her performance.[20]
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