Suggestions on What I Am

Oh, so I've thought of some, as well.  However, ... I know I voluntarily brought it up, but I think it was being overly developed as an idea.  I don't like the suggestions that I'm nothing because I'm poor and not famous, though talented and well-intended, like I'm a failure to make it into the world as I should have.  Like, supposedly I intended to not look well.  I had problems a lot, lately.  It may take awhile to get over.  I've had problems with food.  For awhile, I was staying in my room and getting food by myself to eat alone, so it was hard.