Something to Play With

People are excited about what they'll do to punish me.  They think just because they were born in a certain era and were prim and proper, like they had blonde hair or were all Caucasian blood, they did something right and you did something wrong.  I think that's why they're excited to read my blogs.  They just simply hold the "n" word thing as their excuse.  I know there are 2 reasons.  One is because of the way other people respond to them and can read into their thoughts and the other set up as a discipline.

So, the ammo these people come in with is just their birth year, race, and maybe hair color.  That's how they "start it" and insult you.  I don't believe in that a birth year determines how good you are!

So, they target your main weakness and twist around the truth until the events consume you.  Their job is to wait there and punish you.  They let you mess up, too.  In fact, they want you to.  It's hard to know how.  Then, when you "listen," literally, they do something you don't life.

So, they're sitting there excited like they're into you, but that's why, so they can do something to make you feel guilty.

It's funny how someone can get excited that they're a good person but then veer off and get hypertechnical until they do this, lure you in to get you to do the wrong thing and then make fun of you for it or do something you really don't like.

It's nice to be a person everyone likes, but there's no need to overreact and mess things up that can't be fixed!  I don't see how anyone can believe I didn't mean the "n" word thing but thought they wanted me to do it, literally sending messages like in how they act and what they say, and then veer off and act like that's not how it went down.  They want to find something there to pretend they're doing something special, special and smart.  They want to make you feel bad about it to make themselves feel powerful and give them something to play with.